Friday, September 05, 2003
well today was my first day of school and it was pretty superb. it was only a 4 hour day for me cause i didnt have a first block class. this is only possible because i can so such things at this ochsa i speak of and attend as well. i hate school. i hate it with a passion. especially high school. its such a bust. i only had to classes today though, so that wont be so bad. i had econ with mr. sims and make up with ms. stafford. im actually quite excited for those 2 classes. econ seems fun. i think i will get smarter in that class and i think i will learn alot of new things cause i always seem to be out of date on current events and such. and make up is just gonna be fun. putting crap all over our face and try to make it look cool. aaaa there's nothing better. and no its not like pretty people make up. its full on stage make up. clowns, halloween, cabaret, blah, blah, whatever category you choose. but darn, i have to pay $40 for a damn make up kit sold at the almighty o shop. tomorow i have my other 3 classes, which is english with swanson. i am so excited for his class. he's the most funnest teacher ever. i had him last year and he always gives me a hard time, but he actually likes me. i know he does. i just know it. im a good student. but seriously, he's the neatest of all teachers. afterwards, i have math with mr. wind. i am terrified of this guy, you have no idea. i always dreaded being in his class only because i always visited my friends and bugged them while they had him the last 2 years. so i dont think he's gonna be happy with me in this class. oh yes, and after math, i have ceramics, which i may switch out of only because mother wants me to do something productive. i swear my mother is soo fuckin picky.
lunch was cool. we sat somewhere different only to bug the crap out of a certain someone. haha. but
after school, i waited a while and michael came and visited me. he brought his friend gabriel. he's nice to talk to. we met up with sam, alison, lauren, and max at main place and we just chillaxed for a while. but they watched a movie too, and i couldnt cause i had to leave in a bit, gabriel had to go soon, and michael had no money. so whatever, we just walked for an hour.
kimba doesnt have a car anymore for the next few days. this is because mothers car is a flop and likes to break down a lot. so on their way home from work, the car stalls a tremendous amount of times and they call me while im on my way home from the mall saying that they need me to pick them up. so in return they bought me a delicious hamburger from wendy's. it is my 'close friend' for the next couple hours. that is, until i release it from my large intestine. food is my friend. friend is its food? hmm..nevermind.
oh thank god, the KND auditions are only for musical theatre students. now i dont have to audition and mother cant force me. hell yea!!
....random thoughts in my head. i feel funny. i dont know why i felt the way i did today, but i did. and i'm afraid something may go wrong and that it may be my fault. hopefully i'll get over it, but i dunno. its like i am wasting everything away. i dont know what i'm thinking.
"i'm sorry sorry for making your life a living hell" - rooney
holy mother of pearl. its 1:22 and i have school the next morning. good nite!
Posted at 01:08 am by poopisgrand
Posted at 12:40 am by poopisgrand
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
stole this from cay's xanga
| FIRSTS & LASTS |
| FIRSTS |
First Bike: i think it was pink
First best friend(s): vicky and christine tran, but then after that..jenny for a very long time
First real memory of something: grade school memories
First car: suzuki xl.7
First date: hehe..with michael
First kiss: michael watching "the ring" at my house with 2 other people in the room who happened to fall asleep
First break-up: i havent gotten there yet
First job: disneyland
First screen name: pekkle518
First self purchased album: space jam soundtrack! ya!!
First funeral: wow..dont know
First pet: many fish, but first real pet..hamster called butterball
First piercing/tattoo: ears when baby
First independent home: hopefully soon, cause i cant wait to move out
First house/flat/apartment: ehh none
First credit card: not yet
First love: well i guess we'll see if its the real thing as we go, wont we?
First enemy: ehh..i hate cassie
First big trip: first big trip i remember? hmm hawaii but i had a lot of fun in seattle with my sister and cousins without my parents. also fun cause there's a sexy boy i was infatuated in while i was there. but no more.
First play/musical/performance: first real performances came when i came to ochsa
First sport you played: basketball
First musician you remember hearing in your house: my dad singing cause he sang to me a lot. we got it on tape too! | LASTS |
last library book checked out: its been a while since i've checked out a book
last movie seen: the guru, very weird
last book read: eh, whenever i start a book i never finish
last cuss word uttered: fuck
last alcoholic beverage drank: a kamikaze and a smirnoff ice triple black ( i think thats what its called)last food consumed: flan
last crush: before michael? i guess it would have to be jesse
last phone call: michael just a few hours ago
last tv show watched: even stevens
last time showered: today
last shoes worn: slippers?
last cd played: my summer break 2003 mix! whoo!
last item bought: all i bought lately was food
last downloaded: a bunch of all american rejects songs since my whole fuckin cd collection is gone!
last annoyance: err friends were annoyed at me for some reason
last disappointment: school starts thurs..enough said
last soda drank: coke
last word written: kimba
last key used: gate key
last words spoken: bye
last sleep: this morning
last IM: ryan
last weird encounter: huh?
last ice cream eaten: chocolate malted crunch!
last time amused: kona knocked over a big vase outside and hid in the backyard cause he knew he was in trouble
last time wanting to die: heh?
last time in love: is it love yet? ???? dont know yet
last time hugged: jon today
last chair sat in: the one im in now
last shirt worn: blue tshirt
last time dancing: sisters apartment in her room. lol
last webpage visited: xanga
Posted at 01:18 am by poopisgrand
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
so much has happened in the past few weeks of summer
well right now i am
feeling: sad
listening: hoku 'u first believed'
eating: nothing at all
thinking: i'm bored not talking on the phone all nite
updates on me:
-boyfriend
-summer break 2003
-school
yes, you heard right. kimba's got a boyfriend! her first ever! i'm loving it. i dunno where to begin. so many stories. his name? michael. how do u know him? i've known him since 1st grade from sjb. how did it happen? i dunno i guess i just wanted to see what was up with him after all these years of not seeing him. i used to have a crush on him in 8th grade, but we wont get into that. so i told my friend jen who is also from sjb that i feel like seeing him. we hung out at her house one nite. one day, he called to hang out. we watched pirates of the caribbean together. then i saw him a few times after that. he has come to visit me a few times at my house. i've never brought a boy home before and i was scared to do so. but he was willing to go thru with it. it turned out ok. one day, we went to disneyland and he asked me out there. how long has it been? 2 weeks so far. >>>that was very lame. but i had no other way to put all that info in between the fun stuff i wanna write. but i just wanna say, he is my first boyfriend ever and he is absolutely the grandest of all canyons. lol.
SUMMER BREAK 2003
location: cal poly pomona
when: aug 29-31
why: cause its fun and it gives us a reason to not stay at home and be nagged by the parentals
i thought it was superb. on friday, angela and uncle picked me up at my mom's work and drove me to their house where my sister shortly came over to pick us up. so she picks us up, and we arrive at the apartment and we swim for about an hour. then afterwards, we chillax for a while and we shower. then we planned to go to BJ's to enjoy our pizookie. unfortunately, it was packed and we had to wait for 40 minutes and i wasnt having it. and neither was my sister and angela. so we ate at chilli's which at right next door. we ate lots of chicken haha. then we went to the store to buy pop tarts and sister bought us "drinks". malt drinks to be exact. tastes like sprite! hehe. after we went back to the apartment, and michael came over cause sister said i should invite him. henry came over and brought his guitars. we all sat in the tv room playing guitar. yes, i love how michael plays guitar. its so relaxing, it can put me to sleep. but not in a way thats its boring. in a way that its so soothing. :) they jammed for a long time i noticed. my sister kept trying to give michael a hard time. it was funny. afterwards, me, angela, and michael went to alicia's room to watch monsters inc. and we all slept after that. i couldnt sleep at all! it was so hot! angela was too! and for some reason, michael was freezing and he snores! aah and the trains! kept passing by every half an hour or so. so loud! anyway, michael had to leave early cause he had work at 10. after that, angela was so awake for some odd reason. i fell asleep while she was on the computer. then i woke up, alicia came home and we all went to henry's apartment cause he made breakfast. who ever knew that a guy can cook? lol. and he was willing to do it too. alicia and henry: just go and get married! you look like a perfect couple! while we ate, me and angela named a fly 'pepekeke'. he kept flying over our food. after breakfast, me and sissy went back to sleep while angela watched 40 days and 40 nights. then we ate sushi at the good sushi place where they give u free soup, salad, edemame, and ice cream. and after that, we went to auntie tessie's house for the memorial thing. more food over there. pad thai and more sushi. we got to talk to kuya jay for a while. he's so grand!
well after that, we went back to sissy's and bought lotto tickets. and went swimming. then i guess we had our own little party i guess. me and angela took so many pictures that are soon to be posted once the other comp starts working. very funny! angela, you need a wrestling name. haha. sister made us a drink which made us even more hiper. lol and we ate frozen pop tarts! which are superbly grand! i recommend u should freeze the s'more flavored pop tarts. tastes like candy. then we all got very hungry, and i made ravioli and i ate about 20 pieces..i'm not sure. but it was durn good. i also ate a grilled cheese. we had some smirnoffs, too..aww so tasty. hmm what else? we watched van wilder that nite. i fell asleep so i missed a lot of stuff. but we all went to sleep around 3ish. the next morning, we went to BC cafe and ate good food. we drank brown cow, too. i think that will be a drink i will get regularly now whenever i visit pomona. after that, we drove all throught chapman ave to find some store just to buy mother orchid bark. we didnt even find it. what a waste of gas and 30 min. so we left and we dropped angela at home. me and sissy went home, took a nap, allison came over. we watched the guru. jon and sam came over too. it was nice to see them again. and thats summer break 2003! whoo!
school starts thursday for me. everyone i know outside of ochsa start tomorow, which is tuesday. this is very sad, cause my summer, which has been very wonderful, has come to an end. i dont know where to go from here. now its time to study for SATs, look for colleges, applications, and all that stress that come with it. i wont get to see sjb people as often anymore. i will rarely see michael, which is very upseting. now its time to get back to reality and having to deal with a bunch of the useless high school drama, the annoying cassie at ochsa, the school work, the staying at school til 5 everyday..its gonna be hell. i'm already over school. get me into college! i need out. grrr.
uhh..im so bored..i'm tired of blogging. good nite!
Posted at 12:47 am by poopisgrand
Saturday, August 02, 2003
you are caught in a situation where you never thought you would be? but it turns out that it is totally refreshing and nice. today and yesterday was probably the most eventful days i've ever had. seriously. it was totally fun and who would have ever thought that it all ended up in this situation that i am in now.
ok...
7/31-i worked at the library in the morning and after work i went to rocky mountain to visit jen at work. then i went home and i went over to sleep over at jenny's house (the other jenny). we planned to invite some sjb people and we did. benji and richard came over. benji brought his cousin and jen's friend from church came over too. and we watched phone booth. that was a nice experience.
8/1-woke up at jenny's house around 10 or 11. benji was supposed to come over before i left but he couldnt. i went home and me and richard talked online and he told me some really "important info". and i was surprised. i went to uncle tikboy's house and jenny called me and gave me some other "important info" and this is how i am left. undecided but sure of what i will do. but still afraid to take that leap due to consequences that may arise concerning my parents concern for me. should i take the jump and be totally carefree with myself or live the same uneventful unhappy life i have been for the past 17 years? i think i deserve a little change, dont u think?
yes, i know i didnt give u the full detail and this entry doesnt sound too 'eventful', but if i know u and i like u, then you gotta IM me and find out yourself. ANGELA especially...moohaha
my mood: unbelieveably flattered and happy and concerned at the same time
Posted at 12:39 am by poopisgrand
Monday, July 28, 2003
hi! its 11:23 in the evening. yes! i am acually online at nite. i havent used the comp in the evening in forever and a day due to my comp being stupid. so im in my parents room trying to type realy quietly while they slumber.
today i went to blackies at the newport pier with allison, jon, and sam. the waves were consistent and there were occasional 3 footers. it was a good place to try and get better especially if u suck like me and get freaked everytime u wipe out. i am trying to convert to a shortboard so its kinda difficult to stand. the waves at blackies didnt help cause everytime i stood up, the wave was already done so i'd just sink and stand. they fizzled out pretty quickly. no good. but other than that, i kinda liked that beach. but get too close to the pier, and its stanky with fish. not grand. i wanted to stay the whole day even if i wasnt able to bodyboard or surf the whole time. but for some reason jon and sam wanted to leave at 1:30. and i wanted to stay til 4. i dunno why we couldnt have stayed longer. i can hang at the beach all nite and day. just give me a blanket and i'll be fine.
i went to hip hop class at defores with tim. and he was glad to write me a letter of recomendation to add to my resume. see, i just got new headshots done and i'm updating my resume to send into a bunch of agencies hoping they'll see something in me. hehe. i just wanna go far in dance now. i wanna prove everyone wrong for underestimating my ability. just cause i'm not outspoken or any sort of a kiss ass, i actually work towards something. and if they're too blind to see that, then fuck them. somebody better will and i will prove all your asses wrong. not saying i'm the best, but i'm confident. i want to achieve a lot this year. ooh back to hip hop class. i saw patty! she's so fun. i worked at disneyland with her and she's so fun to hang out with. and mikey was in the class before mine and he was cool and very nice. my big bro! how i miss him not being at school. but his lil bro will be at ochsa next year hopefully. he's so cute. if he was older, i'd have a huge crush on that boy. moohaha!
dude, this is a freakin long entry. im gonna chat to some people. good nite!
Posted at 11:38 pm by poopisgrand
Friday, July 25, 2003
HELLO! this is my new blog thing! i like it! so nice and nice to type in this fun box without all that html crap. well i wanna try to post pictures. farewell.
Posted at 09:23 am by poopisgrand
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kimba 17 i have breasts oc, ca i like music a lot i dont like rap i hate typical people i love the juliana theory, something corporate, further seems forever, and the all american rejects i like to play the guitar the word poop tickles me i hate marshalls i love the beach i dislike it when unauthroized people use the phrase "grand like a canyon" i like you when you like me i like dancing
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